requiems: (ashe ☙ you better run)
rems✨ ([personal profile] requiems) wrote2025-10-20 04:13 am

Keeping busy

Make it to Ishgard x3 is done 😤👌 speedrunning at 80 is my new favourite method for ARR patches, I did Mél from Thornmarch to entering Ishgard in two days. It takes a lot of additional effort to get there by reaching 80 first but it is so so so so worth it. Faye hit lv50 AST earlier so now I'll pivot to MCH... possibly double MCH, Mél needs a ranged. I wasn't originally going to give Faye MCH but an Ashe-Amélie daughter would carry a gun lbr, this is why they both have the bouncer holster trousers in half their glams.

I should bring Yorva through the end of ARR... but I may finally go back to Stormblood like, four months later. Woops. Pilgrim's Traverse is making me really want to play and gnaw on Shadowbringers again, and it's been like, three years since I have, so...

I think I'm mostly settled on how I want my OG Kallax to look with figures, minus a few that are not in there yet, either because they are on p/o or I need to pose them. I do this in stages by letting whatever I do sit a few days to see if I like it, so it takes a bit of time. I put the Mane Six across three cubes horizontal with two each and it looks really nice, though I'll try some different combinations once Rainbow gets here to see who looks best where. Applejack and Rarity together is non-negotiable though; this, too, is ouihaw...

I should probably look into lighting if I'm going to do that, though... this will probably have to be external somehow, because the acrylic inserts are very much flush. I will contemplate this alongside one of my kitchen lightbulbs I am still struggling to replace. I might have to abandon my preferred brand and try some independents with some more research. I'm also looking into potential tv benches since I'm still furniture kicking, though that might have to wait a bit for £££ reasons.

I've been working on some site maintenance I was endlessly asiding as a distraction for something, being changing filepaths on tributes so they link neatly to a folder for a page instead of bringing up the filetype - by which I mean, changing something from serah.farron.net/credits.php to serah.farron.net/site/credits. I did this for Control, Fire Emblem, and after two hours of fighting with the random image php script that was being picky, Serah - all tributes done now. I might try my fanlisting collective as well (and maybe fanlistings themselves?) although I too anticipate that breaking somehow, so not right now. Whilst I was doing that I also went through and added disclaimers of sensitive topics to get the children to leave... I drafted a list for Fray and Amélie and the first line of both is just "murder". Holding hands with healthy(?), entirely logical(??) grief coping mechanisms.

Lastly, added high protein lentil flour pasta to the accepted food list, hurray. (My body has been very upset after every dinner time but not for any specific reason or intolerance it seems, it just does that now.) this will help since all my protein options are fairly limited right now... I may try tomatoes again soon, since I feel like that may have been an onion misdirect... please let me have tomatoes again. 😭😭
larissa: (FFXIII-2 ☄ ⌈Lightning ; glare⌋)
just not for long, for long ⌛ ([personal profile] larissa) wrote2025-10-14 08:35 pm
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2025 week 41

uh, late post because i forgot. oops.

hand still hurts. i did see the doctor, but we'll see if what he gave me actually helps... i really hope so, because this sucks! i'm tired of my hand hurting! sob.

in other news, i have managed to play a little bit more video games, though not that much. i really want to get into tactics, but i'm mostly waiting on my hand before i properly dive into it. even writing has been shaky some days when i haven't been able to type much.

still been reading a lot in lieu of other hobbies. the fact that i read 3 books in full last week and got 40% through a third before i DNF'd it tells you a lot...

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Agnes ([personal profile] toothpastepancake) wrote2025-10-14 05:51 am
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10.14.25

Hello, Dreamwidth!

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I think that's all I've got for today. I have three doctors' appointments later on in the day. Great!
requiems: (serah ☙ nothing but the love you gave me)
rems✨ ([personal profile] requiems) wrote2025-10-14 04:01 am

I hoped my body would pass out after being up since before midday, I was wrong

Furniture day was today! 2x2 kallax is in, filled it back up with my art books and some smaller figures and pokemon terrarium's in front, and blankets on one side of the bottom. Gotta decide what I'm doing with the other half once I get a box emptied for it; the style I like and was going with got discontinued and they had some left in a different design, so I'm using those for underbed storage (it's all figure boxes lmao). For the time being I put a framed picture on top and a vase of artificial lilac, since it's wider and slightly taller than the old one. I'll have to get used to it since I put my drink on top of it.

Dad also made the 2x1. It's sat on my four high malm in my bedroom and I'm having major buyer's remorse over it right now, which I'm having to remind myself that it feeling too tall will either fade after a few days of getting used to it (this happened with the 4x3 kallax) or if I still don't like it, it can go into the other bedroom on the desk when I... eventually get back into there. Next is a Billy bookcase sideboard and we should be done, plus extra shelves for my Billys that are display cabinets in my bedroom once those come back into stock. Which means I'm now inevitably considering rearranging the other bedroom a bit once I get back in there...

making the room usable instead of storage only )

In other news I want to do shrine challenge (community building!!) but the bad months will wipe me off the face of the planet, and I should?? Write?? Next month?? And goodness knows I can't commit to timed things with my body as it is with regard to food, which is to say next month's eighteen yearly thing may be a bust as is. But I want to. 💔
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Agnes ([personal profile] toothpastepancake) wrote2025-10-10 06:42 am
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hi :)

I wish I could say I've been up to more than I've actually been doing. Mostly, I've been focused on my tech projects, my Fic in a Box assignment (only one assignment left to go!), and in between those I've been working on electronic music with my alter, as well as bitsy games, personal writing, and digital art. I have been doing the montly Minvember (Babylon 5 monthly prompt and palette challenge on Tumblr) stuff and it's been really fun, too. I'm trying sooo hard to finish a game one of these days. I keep joining jams and then never doing them.

My life's been pretty unexpectedly great lately, even if I've been struggling a bit with PTSD and paranoia as of the past few days. I'm in a place where I can reach out to others for reassurance without feeling bad about it, and I think that's a really good place for me to be in. It's an accomplishment for sure. I'm so grateful for all the good things I have. It's a little insane to me that I feel content and finally see a future for myself.

I find myself dreaming a lot about the future lately. I hope mine is beautiful. I am going to try so hard to make it beautiful, and to make the lives of my loved ones equally as beautiful.

I usually don't go places besides my ketamine treatments, but I find myself both satisfied for once with my online life and wishing I wasn't so housebound. I find that I am happy talking to my loved ones on Discord and playing with my bird and writing silly fanfiction. I wish I could go out and do things, to be a part of the universe around me, but that's simply not something my body will allow at the moment and I have to make peace with that. I think it'll all be okay.

What else? 

Future self-hosting projects I'm going to be working on--
1) Personal blog
2) Community blogging or journalling site (a better one than Mourning Dove lol)
3) Reestablish forums
4) New features to my instances of OTWArchive

I have a lot to do! Mostly right now I am focusing on Sunset upgrades and bug fixes. It's been a wild ride with Sunset so far, but I do have a passion for it.

I don't really know what else to say, other than that I wanted to do a more in-depth update for once. I hope you're all doing well.

Some things I'd like to shout out:

Hotties Haunting the Narrative

Multifandom Poetry Fest

[community profile] ficortreat 




requiems: (dva ☙ heart of woe)
rems✨ ([personal profile] requiems) wrote2025-10-09 04:48 am

el stadio (I'm running out of interesting stadium titles for entries)


hella.

I'm also all star 1 in DPS - me and duo pivoted to me dps, her support, because support this season is so unimpactful to play on its own. My D.Va win rate is 57%; Ashe, 61%, since she'll easily dominate if dynamite build goes uncontested, and Mei, who really only works if you're playing with someone else because you don't have high damage output yourself you set up plays and hold space, 59%. Supports? All sub 50%. Brigitte and Juno are at 39% or lower, and for Brigitte that's tragic, my winrate with her in standard gameplay is 65%. I can literally do everything right on support... but still lose. I can have double the healing of everyone else in the lobby, and more damage than both my dps... but it's my fault for not healing, supposedly. My overall wins to loss ratio is almost even because of all the freakin' support failures, but it's in all star at least. Drives start tomorrow as the season is two weeks shorter than normal, so we'll see how we go.

Uh what else. My right leg hurts like hell after groceries yesterday, actual cement vibes, so that'll take five days or so to calm down probably. I partly blame the numerous times I had to climb on a chair to replace kitchen lightbulbs that were not cool white as described but warm yellow and way too bright for my sensitive eyes.

Furniture stuff )

Kaesumi made it to HW and has AST to 50, so she may be done for the time being (unless I decide I want to manually trek her to The Churning Mists...); Faye got to 80, so I likewise picked up picto and beat Ramuh in about twenty seconds. Truly, doing patches solo made it so much simpler on Kaesumi as I didn't have to pause or queue or get tired out from the extra time. I managed to do from shiva to the start of HW in under an hour, and the majority of that went to steps of faith, which is a fifteen minute duty no matter what, but unlike say, new Cape Westwind, it actually feels progressive instead of hitting a wall of HP multiple times, so I don't mind doing it. And Lucia gets to be a badass. Mél is a ways behind (she's lv73) but she should hopefully get to 80 this week.

Still a bit off kilter mentally from fic stuff but time is working its magic and I wrote out most of my remaining feelings on the matter to give myself some closure, which helped. Sometimes I still get very anxious and distressed about it, but maybe next week I can engage with my favourite girls in the world again.
larissa: (FFVIIR ☄ ⌈Cloud/Tifa ; got your back⌋)
just not for long, for long ⌛ ([personal profile] larissa) wrote2025-10-06 10:44 pm
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2025 week 40

late post because i was traveling.

my brother's wedding was very nice. this kind of thing is not really my scene, and never has been (i am the opposite of a social butterfly), but i love my brother and wanted to support him, so i'm glad i went. a bunch of his friends came long distance for the wedding, and since he doesn't live nearby it was a great chance to see who's important in his life. i'm very happy for him!

my hands still hurt like fucking hell. my gp suggested seeing an ortho about it, which i think is probably the right call, so i'll have to make arrangements for that this week.

a ship week for one of my favorite ships (cloud/tifa) is next month, and the themes match some of my favorite things to write about for them. so i'm hoping to spend some time this week planning what i'd like to write, and maybe writing some fic. this is assuming my hands cooperate... but we'll see.

other than that, i see a lot of reading in my immediate future as i rest my hands. lucky i have a lot of books i gotta read.